And they say the Holidays are the hardest?

I don't really believe that the Holidays are the hardest.. I mean its not any harder then other days with out you.. I mean of course its hare we are supposed to be thrilled and buying gifts for a our four month old.. and watching her smile and laugh.. This is her first Christmas..

Of course Christmas was hard for us, but I refused to be sad.. Cadence is amazing, and she has given me the greatest gift in the world.. That's being her Mommy..

I think the reason people say holidays are the hardest is because your supposed to be with family, and your supposed to have a good time.. But I feel like everyday is a struggle, I miss Cadence everyday.. I shouldn't be sad just because it's Christmas.. The hard part is imagining what she would be doing today, what would she look like today.. But that doesn't just come into my mind on the holidays I think about that everyday..

Cadence isn't sad, she doesn't feel pain, and I know she wants Kale and me to be happy! So I refuse to not be happy she is with me everyday, "This is the Day that the Lord has made, and I will Rejoice in It"

We Love you Cadence and I know  you are having a blast in Heaven! Keep Shinning down on us!


--I hope all of you had a safe and blessed holiday! <3