You Find Out Who Your Friends Are

Song By Tracy Lawrence, "You find out who your friends Are"

This song has so much more meaning to me now then it ever did before.. This is a good song and like a lot of country songs I can sing right along with it but now it's means more to me then just a catchy tune..

The months that I was pregnant I had so many "FRIENDS" text me asking how I was wanting to know about Cadence.. There were so many questions from "Are you excited?" "Are you Nervous yet?" "Are you showing yet?" I had so many excited friends..

Now Where are those friends when I really need them? Did you guess right, the answer is NO WHERE TO BE FOUND that's where they are.. They were all there before we lost Cadence but now I only have a hand full of friends.. Maybe it's because they are scared to talk to me. Maybe it's because they don't know how to talk to me? All I know is that I have found my true friends, and I wouldn't even consider them friends anymore.. They are more like my family, they have all become my back bone.. Supporting me making sure I don't give up... I wish all my other friends would realize that I could use the same support they gave me before we lost Cadence now...

I am so grateful for Kale is my very best friend, he holds me when I cry and reminds me that we will make it through this, not alone but together with the help of God, and with Cadence watching over us..I have also become closer with my family, I appreciate them a lot more now then before. My mom is my best friend, she is so amazing and I hope one day I can be as good of a mother as she is.. I can say that my Family has taken the role of being not just my family but my FRIENDS, SUPPORTERS, and everything else I need.. And for that I am so grateful.

I would like to Thank each and every one you that has stuck by me and helped me through this.. Kale and I have come a long way.. If you would have asked me two months ago where I wanted to be I would have said "alone in my house, not going anywhere or talking to anyone. thinking about the things I should have done..thinking how come I failed.." I came to a fork in the road where the Devil was on the left side and the Lord was on the right.. The devil's side was dark and cold, where he was waiting for me to fail waiting for me to lose my faith in God and take a hold of me.. Instead I choose to turn right and follow the Lord, and that has gotten me here today.. That is how I am able to write this Blog and tell you about our story.

That's all for now thanks for lettin me ramble for a few minutes..


Would especially like to thank the Water's Family for helping me in more ways then they know! I Love you guys!