My first appointment.

Man was I a nervous wreck! I didn't want to be attached yet. I've been through the hardest tests in my life that I just thought if I guarded my heart I would be better off. I remember walking to the door and telling kale if I could just get through today without crying like a baby I'll be good. He just smiled and squeezed my hand tighter. I checked in and headed back to the bathroom, on my way back there I seen the same girl that would check me in every time with Cadence. She had a bit of a surprised expression to see me.. "Cynthia Dalton" I heard her call out my name and it sent shivers down my spine. Here we go it's time there's no going back there's no leaving. So with Kale by my side we walked in the rooms. I sat there with shaking hands and a racing heart. Waiting for the doctor to walk in felt like eternity. I did good up until I saw his face he came in and with the most encouraging manor he said I'm glad to see you two back. Here come the tears.. I cried like a baby.. During the ultrasound I remember thinking I wanted to cover my eyes and ears. I didn't want to hear or see anything yet. My emotions were a mess and then all I could hear was the sound of a heathy heart! Racing along and then I really lost it. With so much to be grateful for my heart overfilled with joy. And there it went this baby stole my heart. Walking out that day my life changed I remember thinking "I'm having a baby" I couldn't even find words to say except, thank you Jesus!