I think it's time.

I think it's time.

It's time for me to make the step I have feared for almost two years. It's time for me to open the door and go in.
Cadences room has been a no enter zone for me. I haven't been in there or touched her things in almost two years. My biggest struggle is what do I keep and what do I give away better yet who do I give it too? Are they going to feel strange if I offer things to them? I don't want people to feel like they can't say no. But on the other hand I don't know if I want anyone to have her things.
There's a huge part of my heart that feels like if her things are in there it's ready for her to come home. Which to most people this is a crazy thought. But that's how I feel. It's like that's the only place I can freeze time.
It's going to be bitter sweet because I'll be boxing up her things to make room for Devins things. But I know in my heart that Cadence would want her baby Bubby to have her room to use the things she didn't need.