There I go again.

A I'm trying to stay busy today my thoughts start pouring in. And my heart begins to break all over again.

I'm thinking about my family today. I'm think inking about the phone call couldn't make. Thinking about how that amazing nurse made the phone call I couldn't get myself to day.  How did she do it? How did she call my parents and tell them the most devastating news in the world?

How did my parents tell the rest of the family? Why couldn't it the call they received have been good one?

Wow, this thought of every single person in my family hearing this heart break makes me sorry for them. Your probably thinking, why is she sad for them? I'm sad for them because this is their loss as well. They were also broken that day, because they too loved Cadence so so much!

I hate the thought of knowing they were hurt. I hate the fact that I can't change it. I miss my daughter everyday. I see things and say "I would have bought that for her" or "she would be rolling over by now." But now I'm left with a grieving heart, empty arms, and a room full of thing everyone bought for her that she will never get to use.

That's all I can do for today. I hope each of you have a blessed day. Enjoy your children and other loved ones while you have them.