Today..A Good Day..

I was really not wanting to celebrate Christmas.. The thought of celebrating a holiday that I should have a beautiful 4 month old baby girl was just heart breaking.. I hated everything about this time of year and I just wanted to skip ahead a few months and say hello to March.. Well we all know thats not gonna happen..

It wasn't until I seen something on a facebook page that changed my mind.. It said "Don't Be Sad, I'm Spending Christmas With Jesus!" and I could imagine Cadence telling me that.. Instantly my heart changed and I got a great Idea! My Husbands family owns the Cemetery where Cadence is so we can do what we'd like and take as much stuff for her as we want!

So I decided to take a Christmas Tree there and set it up with decorations, and lights.. and Celebrate Christmas with my DAUGHTER that way! She has the most adorable tree.. and I was so happy that my family got to be there with us! It meant so much to Kale and me.. Cadence is going to have the best Christmas ever and she has an amazing gift that not even I could have given her, SHE'S SPENDING CHRISTMAS WITH JESUS! Cadence has taught me so much in just four months she has changed me! She has made me a better, stronger, more loving, and FAITHFUL person, and for that she has given me the most beautiful gift a mother could ask for!

A few pictures from our day!! Enjoy!