Mothers Day?

Mothers Day?

It used to be the day I told my mom how much I loved her.. The day I told her how grateful I am for her.. Last Mothers day I was pregnant and Life couldn't get any better..

This year I am terrified.. I don't even want to go through that day.. I just wish I could skip over the entire day.. I don't know if I'm strong enough.. Last year on mothers day I thought well next year I will have a nine month old baby to hold in my arms and someone to celebrate being a mother with.. I will get the chance to be a great mommy like my Mom has been to me.. And in the blink of an eye, that was taken right out from under me.. My darling girl will be in heaven and my arms will be empty.. This hurts..

Most people don't even know that I am a mother.. Will people even tell me Happy Mothers day? Or the people that do know will they forget about my Daughter? Will they forget that I too am a mother.. But my situation is just a little different.. I am a mommy to an angle.. I don't know how I'm supposed to get through this day.. Well I do.. I will just keep my head up and I will smile because My faith will get me through anything.. The Promise that God has made to me will help me keep it together.. I'm not saying it wont be hard but I know that with God's Love I can get through It..

I see all these commercials about "THIS MOTHERS DAY SALE" or "DON'T FORGET ABOUT MOM THIS MOTHERS DAY" I just want to turn off the TV or what ever its playing on.. It's just a reminder that my Button isn't in my arms..

But I guess I will hold onto Kale and Push through the day..

-Thanks-